2nd

went out with jna today to celeb our 2nd month!
i really enjoyed myself and i really love to hang out with her.
will blog more bout it soon!

its late now,
and i feel quite pissed with myself for thinking so much,
its ok now, and i shouldnt,
i didnt quite get it at first, but now i suddenly realise,
its painful but i cant let it out.

roundabout

we're beginning to see light,
things were so much better today!
hope it stays this way,
it feels so good.

trying...

well, i thought it would all fall in place,
but i was wrong.
i think i need more time,
things dont just change this way,
and it hurts more to know that it affects u this much.
looking forward to the bright light ahead.
<3

one more time

about a month left to As!
hope to work even harder for it,
but for now, theres an improvement (:
hope everyone else is motivated too! jiayou!

it shouldn't start off the way it did,
now, it all begins again.
ill adjust definitely, but somehow that feeling's still there.