A lvls

A lvls are starting tomorrow, and it'll last till 17th Nov!
trying to keep calm like always, but somehow the anxiety is building!
thinking bout how ill do, the near future, NS, university and starting to get worried.
i;ve never really taken college studies really seriously, but this time i gotta just go out there and put in my best.
hopefully all goes well! and all the best to everyone who's taking As or IB (:

Dear, take care of yourself while im busy with my papers alright?
Things have not been the best recently but im glad we've made it up and be happy again.
You've once said that ill no time for you when my exams are here,
but dont hesitate to ring me or text me when u need me!
i'll always come to you (:
We'll have the best time of our lives once everything is over! stay strong and hang on.
You'll always be on my mind. <3

With all my love!

2nd

went out with jna today to celeb our 2nd month!
i really enjoyed myself and i really love to hang out with her.
will blog more bout it soon!

its late now,
and i feel quite pissed with myself for thinking so much,
its ok now, and i shouldnt,
i didnt quite get it at first, but now i suddenly realise,
its painful but i cant let it out.

roundabout

we're beginning to see light,
things were so much better today!
hope it stays this way,
it feels so good.

trying...

well, i thought it would all fall in place,
but i was wrong.
i think i need more time,
things dont just change this way,
and it hurts more to know that it affects u this much.
looking forward to the bright light ahead.
<3

one more time

about a month left to As!
hope to work even harder for it,
but for now, theres an improvement (:
hope everyone else is motivated too! jiayou!

it shouldn't start off the way it did,
now, it all begins again.
ill adjust definitely, but somehow that feeling's still there.

things are changing...

:D

BREAKFAST TOMORROW!
HAPPY (:

Trying to make a change

I really hope i can be better to u,
To not make u feel upset or hurt all the time.
I promised to look after you, to dote on you, and to make u happy all the time,
but it still happens without any form of intention.
I dont know why, but im just hoping it wont happen anymore.
Cause it feels so bad when it does.
Im sorry, ill continue trying.

i love you

prelims

the prelims are here.
but have not prepared enough!
anyway just want it to be over so i can full steam for As.
and was suay to be down with gastric flu today! must be the damn cockles in the laksa yesterday.
so didnt go for physics and math paper, heard it was difficult!
hopefully the rest arent as bad!
all the best to all (:

thx for always supporting me <3

GOOD LUCK!

All the best to all PJC ppl taking their prelims starting tomorrow!
No matter how prepared or unprepared u are, i hope u all do well.
and to the j1s, keep up the momentum! promos are round the corner, wish u all the best too (:

you're the best thats happened to me (:

ill post today! cause i was too tired to do it last night!

anyway tonight was plenty of fun! cause i did so many things that ive not before!
and it was special cause its Jna's birthday celebrations (:
first we went to take the Singapore Flyer which we were so damn scared we we;re gonna be late!
fortunately we managed to go, cause the queue was long (: so it didnt matter if we reached late!
the ride was quite good, it wasnt like super exciting or what, but if you're looking for something quiet, slow moving with a bird's eye view, maybe u should catch it!


me and jna on the flyer!
view from the top
she thought the light was cool! so this is what happens

after that we procceeded to esplanade near the water side, to catch the fireworks festival! shes so lucky can! fireworks on her birthday and belated! the fireworks were beautiful but just tt it was too seperated so its quite hard to catch everything all at one go! and on top of that it was so so crowded! there were even ppl arguing about pushing.

after that we were so tired already after standing all the way! so we went to have dinner at just noodle at suntec! we really didnt have much choice cause most of the eateries were closed as it was late. and thx jna for the treat (: heres the food!

today wont be forgotten! and i hope u really had a great time (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JNA (:

i cant describe the feeling im getting nowadays!
but it really feels great.
im more than happy! haha

sorry that ive made u think and spoiled ur mood!
hope that you'll feel better soon.
just want you to know that i know what im doing, and wont bring u further pain.
stay happy and keep smiling!

theres so much more to tell, but ill find the right time...

(:

its ok!
though i dont know what happened.
but im sure of one thing!
i think i can handle it! though i felt rather sian, emo, worried
no matter what it is, im always there ! and ill never ps you :)
hope u dont get ur most feared bruise tml! and hope the pain will go away as well.
and last of all cheer up! you;re much better off when u smile :D

lousy day

whats up with the teachers nowadays?
maybe they're stressed up and pressurred too.
but they shld try to understand us better!
rather than anyhow shoot and think they know best.
yea i know i may not be a role model student or what but i can assure u im doing my best to do well!
i hope i can let u all see more of what ur not

19

today marks the 19th year of my time in this world!
here i am, thinking of the hardship and bliss i have been through, the events of what makes me today, and im glad with the result!
without them, i wont be able to be as independant as i am today, wont be able to reach out to others as well and probably not be able to pick myself quickly from falls and especially not take things for granted!
just wanna say tt i love my family and all my friends! especially those who have made a difference in my life.
now the challenge is on, to face the A lvls at the end of the year.
lets all do it!

im sorry for today!
things could have been different.
but dont think so much!
dont cry because its over, smile because its happened (:

this may be a tough time for u, its the first time i know.
they may think ur slack, no interest in your work, but sadly they dont see ur effort put in.
u may receive nasty comments, stuff that may discourage u to move on, i know how it feels ive been through the same.
what i have to say is, the system is like that, these are the extra stuff u dont really have to brood over.
believe in yourself, for us friends believe in you! and we'll always be there to support u and encourage u on.
hope u make the right choice and work towards it! im sure you'll be satisfied at the end of the day :)

donuts donuts donuts!

EVERYONE was tired today! non only were we not in the excited state! or rather we;re not even ground state, its underground state!
what a day, first day of night study!
but stillcouldnt finish up the work, theres so much!
hopefully tmr will be better!
and sister dont be so stressed! no use one.
someone help improve my chinese!

Finally an outing with the crew!
though at this time not all may be present, but its still a step forward.
batman was a good movie! and im sure everyone was satisfied with it, though we may have sat too close!
we reached double o late, and thx to me we couldnt enter, but at least this time other clubs were open.
so we finally settled for arena where they had a beach party event, but it was quite dumb! cause the dance floor was sand -.- and soon everywhere was sand as well so tt was the only part.

anyway revision has started, results were the usual Us so its time to buck up.
ill be present at night study daily so i may be online as often. and many other things cant be done!
its gonna be sch slp sch slp for me! but just for the next 3 mths :)
going to endure! hope everyone will get through this period together

after exams its just train train train.
only sunday on my mind!
but ive had enough.
i need a break.
the over exertion, muscle sores, injuries and the pressure,
argh, gonna relax later!
taking the saturday off, and im sure with you guys we can go wild!

now i know what dad means,
the feeling u get when u know ur in shit.
when everything tts important to you flash through ur mind.
damn though the lvl of success increases, so does the level of failure.
first the mat, then finally the floor! whoohoo.
but then, so does the head.
hitting it on the mat, and on the floor
whoa worlds apart.
thankfully the neck didnt go or something but freak it still hurts like crazy.
and thx everyone for the concern!
really appreciate it. and ill try my best to get well soon!
fuck i hope this dosent happen agn.

sickness, anxiety and lack of sleep.
this will all END tomorrow!
after 2 weeks of shit freedom has come (:
but i felt i should have started earlier, though i had a fulfilling june holiday.
oh well! start early for As.

so ill have 12-8pm session tml!
sch, barker then sp! muahaha.
gotta be training hard,
to do well in the competition on sunday.
im excited!
if anyone wanna come down, its at 3pm ulu pandan CC ( at ghim moh).
yeap back to physics!

im sick! dammit. but i only have myself to blame. for overstraining myself these 2 days.
but aiya nvm! can sleep more (:
anyway im up to wish serene happy birthday! hope you have fun celebrating it!
be glad its still during the hols this year!
and i cant believe im so mixed up.
i ate my medicine just to realise i got it all wrong!
it says, take 4 times daily. i thought 4 hrs! and i noticed only after i ate it. damn!
hope nothign happens to me.
and sorry daphy for mixing up the dates! anyway i rmb why i said 21st alr.
it marks the start of our best times! and dont off ur phone on the 19th k haha

ok im going back to bed alr. night everyone!

Thanks! thanks so much.
i feel like i cant stop thanking u!
well, to you it may seem like a small thing, but i really appreciate it.
acting on such short notice, and having to make some time out of your day to help me settle it, ya it means quite a lot to me!
i may have said some foolish stuff before, and we may not be this close now,
but im glad u put us back on the right track and enjoy the friendship that we have now!
feel free to look me up if u need anything next time ok!
and thanks agn (:

and im not dope yet!

i cant sleep.
why do i have so many things on my mind?
i know i need the rest to study tmr,
but everytime i tell myself to not think of anything,
it all comes back when i close my eyes.
damn theres something wrong, this hasn't happened for ages.
and what;s more its followed up by an uneasy feeling in my tummy,
like im gonna puke anytime.
so here i am trying to get some physics into my head so i dont waste time

hope it goes away. fuck it man

someone save me please! or rather, i should be saving myself.
less than 2 weeks left! what am i doing. i should be way deep into my notes or books now, but i have barely skimmed the surface.
there;s so little time, but yet, theres so many more things tt i want to do during this holidays tt i could never do when sch reopens.
but damn, i have to study. what kind of holiday is this when u cant even use it to relax?
damn this school curriculum la.
im tired.

quite a happening day today. been gng arnd town to do the moto ad.

the organisation was quirw whack, cause we were stoning more then dancing but its still ok in the end!

felt damn good, like a mass bboy outing, 70 bboys! and got to know some of them really well.

but the BEST OF ALL! met Bboy Bruce Lee today! all the while, to me, he was some god of powermoves in korea, but today he was FREAKING right IN FRONT of me! omg man.

and his stuff in real life is so totally different from utube. it was just super awesome (:

kyensai with Bboy Bruce Lee! dope stuff man. sry for the over excitedness!

motorola ad tml! quite excited though im tired.
and i predict ill be even more tired tml!
but damn have to miss Boty.
oh well, for the experience and money, and not to mention tv and mags too (:

look forward to seeing the other 69 of u tml!
rest well~

its been long since ive put something here, but here i am finally.

basically life has been quite enjoyable but sometimes i feel im having too much fun hence neglecting other priorities. well, meeting jwong was good, some dude who came back to sg from australia. somehow we all just fitted in very well and we totally enjoyed ourselves. other stuff are like preparing for mid year exams (just started revsion today), the july compi and some motorola ad. hopefully theres enough time to prepare for the exams! 2 and a half weeks.

i really admire people who are able to say no, because i find it really hard to do so. well im not referring to saying no to bad stuff like smoking and stuff, tt im able to do, but just a simple no to friends when u dont feel like doing what they ask u to do, be it being tired or what. so ill just agree to makes things simple. but dont get me wrong! not all the time i say yes because i feel this way, only sometimes, hope i learn soon!

and it kinda pisses me off when people are totally ungrateful when u have good intentions for them. well im ok if they just accept it and dont appreciate it, but passing on comments and showing tt it actually is a burden to them really sucks. oh well im ok with it already anyway, cant stay pissed for too long!

tired man, hope cip proposal goes well tml!

going to be 12 soon.. and im still at macs.
trying to get some work done, and well, can say it went rather well.
except tt im damn pek cek with the ns sign up for med screening.
in the end it still comes down to my ic, which freakign got stolen with my wallet.
mafan lei, need to call up tml.

anyway grats to the volleyball and netball team for doing well today!
keep it up man.

and session sucks, ankle hurts and to tired = 0 productivity,
went home early and here i am -.-

ok gng home to sleep now cya guys!
take care

i think the bus companies hate me!
i took 2 freaking hrs to get home frm jurong east! when the max i could go is just 1.
spent one hr waiting for both buses, and its not just like sbs or something, its BOTH sbs and smrt. wad the heck lah!
anyway saw kevin slping on 985, keep seeing him arnd outside!

keep hurting myself nowadays, dunno why.
training on saturday, went to kneespin on some crack on the floor.
so got quite a cut there, then tdy one of my nails went into my toe.
but cause i was dancing so it didt really hurt, but the amount of blood shocked me! when i took my shoes off.

oh well im tired, thnk god for e learning tml! can catch up on some rest.
cu guys at sp 5pm!

i wanted to pour out a whole lot of shit here,
but when i came back, found out tt there was no electricity!
then my bro said there was a blackout.
so oh well, went downstairs to study after taking a cold shower.
and now the electricity is back on!
and i dont feel like writing anything alrd, got over it.
well at least for now!

time to study!

went hellraiders meeting gathering just now,
it was quite fun! and.. full.
had steamboat buffet at house of steamboat, bugis area.
this is the first time meeting like strangers! and well i would say it wasnt too bad an experience.
and kuan yi's gng into ns soon :( sad!
and they were nice to bring forward this outing to like "see him off"
so yea, hope HR will continue being the strongest and keep expanding!

went to catch step up 2 ytd.
i know im slow! but still watched in the end.
wha it was damn dope, the dancers were really owning man.
and they could do like every kind of shit?
so versatile cant believe it.

went to catch donuts before tt thought everything was rushed but who cares,
they still tasted good!
went esplanade to see some of the bboys there.
they were good man,
so it just left me with a conclusion:
u better wake up and train ur bloody ass off.
at this rate i dont think ill be ready for june, so yup its time.
its starts TODAY at 6.
gonna pia all the way man!
same applies for studies!

oh well i cant plan my day properly tdy cause my good fren mia.
just have to see how it goes.

Celebrated Ben's birthday on thurs. really had a great time! apart frm all the side factors...
ok here's how it went,

rushed back after sch cause i had to meet daphne on the bus so we could go town to get something for him.
just when it left, it freaking rained la, and its not those normal rain, it really RAINED like totally wet that kind!
so ya both of us were like wet on the bus.
and the WORSE part is tt after a few minutes the rain stopped! or rather got lighter.
walau how suay can we get -.-
so we went to look around at stuff. far east and pacific plaza cause we were too lazy to go anywhere outside that area!
and u really buy stuff on impulse lei!
eh this shirt nice i like then consider to buy alr. and the best part u dont even try! this kinda things where got lazy de -.-
ok but i thought the shoe was quite an ok buy, at least it was quite cheap!
and u had to use it for dance anyway. at least ur happy (:
good try trying to osycho me to get one pair with u! although i like them but yea i dont need it yet maybe next time!
so in the end we when to get caps, i made for ben she made for diane and they were nice!
in the meantime while waiting for it we when to get some food.
fried mars bars are damn nice! though i thought tt they should give more hehe.
and one thing when u eat with this girl, u look away, and u find that suddenly the food u were eating multiplies! accompanied with a cheeky smile when u go huh?
so ya eat more lah! so fast full -.-
went to collect ben's cake frm goodwood park after tt before we took a bus home.
and as we were both lazy, we ended up cabbing, cause the bus took freaking long! and we PREDICTED it will be crowded haha, probably just excuses la.

so we reached back and we celebrated with the cake, after tt went serangoon gardens to eat.
we were full! so i just had some wanton mee and just sugarcane for her (which half just ended up in fronta me agn -.-)
so we headed back, and before they went back they pranked the motorists la, for some reason they all had like the same cameras, so they went up the overhead bridge where they acted as speed trap and start flashing at the cars. and the cars really slowed down! dumb man haha.
went up to drink later but i guess i had a bit too much so was a bit high ahah.
after that i dont know wad happened except tt i played a bit of audi and i found myself on the bed alr.
but i think after awhile some ppl came to disturb me but aiya dont know who la. haha

yup had sch the next day, sucks! whole day felt damn tired and all plus had bboy after tt till 10 30 oh man. thnk god its a weekend. (:

gonna audi with daphy now! see u guys soon.

tks for tucking me in! (:

What a day!
rushed back after school so i could go meet the others for xinfu's birthday celebrations,
but what the heck! the key dropped somewhere out of reach and i spent like an hour trying to get it out?
noone was coming home early today so i had no choice but to resort to this, or ill be really late.
it was really damn tiring man.
but yea finally managed to get into the house and i rushed through the washing up.
finally was able to go! and thk god the rain stopped at the right time.
so i reached jelita, and his house is like a freaking long way in?

after much walking reached xf's place.
but before i could even help out for awhile in the kitchen,
yong hit his head onto the edge of the wall while trying something.

all i heard was oh man jyong hit his head and everyone was saying its quite bad but when i came out, i was wondering, why was everyone still downstairs then? noone to help him?
xinfu needed to rush arnd with the cooking and all he gave me a plaster and told me to get straight to yong.
so when i reached there i was OMG SHIT. his cut was freaking deep la on his forehead. 3 cm! and its like huge!
and oh man im scared of blood and all these so i totally freaked out.
then he suddenly said he cant see, and he;s blacking out, panicked man!
suddenly all fear stopped and i went forward to grab him.
carried him downstairs to the bed where edmund tried to stop the bleeding while i called for an ambulance.
but suddenly he started to talk crap! wth.
even after the ambulance arrived and at the hospital he was still as high as ever, thought it was cause of the impact!
so yea waited for his treatment to end while the others carried on with the program at xf's house.
only till 945 did we manage to reach back.
and we sorta ate the food and left. though i thought the spagetti and chicken were damn dope! i love the bacon and chicken (:

and xinfu, im really sorry that u didnt enjoy urself today.
being such a close friend, i feel that there is so much more i could have done to brighten up your day like always.
but today just simply screwed itself up, i dont know how to put it. but ya im sorry!
ill try harder next time for u man!

CHEER UP XINFU!! and to the hero, please look after yourself -.-

donuts were good and so was session!
despite for the fact tt some residents in the condo decided to battle us.
didn;t perform well though kept crashing,
but ill train hard to improve!

and i ate 7 donuts! omg man eat until lost count and i was so full.
but still they are my weak link, simply love them!

weijie stayed over at my house after tt,
and we watched youtube from 100am to 4pm!
wth right! so long we also didnt keep track of the time, kept watching and watching.

sch tdy was ok, though a lil not used to it but back on track!
however still felt like slping the whole time cause ive been waking up inthe afternoon the past 4 days.

ok cya ppl!

stop the emoing! stay happy always (: see its pink!

back to sessioning! must start to train back for june!
gng daphy;s house break later, havent been there in a long time!
and novena before tt to pay a visit to donut fac, my new hobby! hahaha
see u guys later!

DONUTS HERE I COME!

Physics was quite ok today!
quite happy tt my chionging the previous day paid off :)
mood has changed for the better!

went adrian's house after sch,
slept till 5 before starting on chem.
managed to get quite some stuff done there till i went hom at 8 plus.
but now im just trying to finish everything off!
im damn freaking tired, due to the lack of sleep this week.
but when i try to get some rest, i wont be able to fall asleep! takes damn freaking long at least.
one last night! c'mon man chiong through pls!

Congratulations to edmund, xinfu and greg for attaining 3rd place at intersch fuyo!
u guys did really well man. but edmund please rest your wrist up before u continue to break!
Congrats to adrian and lionel too! for making top 5 in the 3 point shootout. free shoes man!
and wow tt game was really an eye opener, so exciting to watch! hope to catch more of those soon.

anyway its test week and it sucks.
econs was ok but math was... aiya i dont know wad to say.
im gonna fail it, but i looking at the questions, i didnt think it would be difficult if i had just started a little earlier.
it totally screwed my drive to chiong for the last two papers although i know i have to pass them.
my fate;s just hanging there, lets see wad happens then.

stayover at jyongs place has been damn fun so far!
the cooking, swimming, gyming and steam bathing and all the crap!
im really enjoying the hols man, but im trying to study at times!
tt's why im up till so late -.-
3 point shootout for adrian and lionel later! as well as intersch fuyo for kyensai in the evening.
all the best to both parties man! win it both!

ok back to studying!

its raining everyday, and i dont like it!
so inconvenient to leave the house cause the rain is like so heavy! not those normal ones.
the worse part is to get te shoes all wet and soggy and to put up with it the whole day.

studies havent good either, the productivity is just not there. hopefully it'll get better!
there's no time already have to buck up!

going to collect crew shirt later, SOFA KING SEKSAY! exciting man cant wait.
and its jyong's house after that! till saturday where its intersch fuyo.
oh yea man cant wait! hope the team does well!

to pjc ppl study hard! and all the best for the common tests!

common tests

common tests start tomorrow!
although its only gp, im aiming for a B!
hope i can get it.
after that is the hols and after that a whole string of other papers.
must really study this week and dont waste time!

All the best to everyone taking their papers tomorrow! yeaa =)

Damn sian, i hurt my ankle again today during pe.
That dumb shuttle run killed it.
Arghh, im trying to rest it back! but all this shit keep happening.
STOP please!

anyway on the brighter side, i managed to start my first day of revision!
stayed back to study till about 830.
until the OM chased us out!
cause the police were there to do a spot check in case tt terrorist was lurking around in sch,
hope not!
yea there were really many of them there kinda cool.

ok back to studying for physics test! cya

Trying to get some revision done!
Common test is in two weeks, when i thought it was 3!
Did filing just now so tt study would be more organised, but man, i spent two hours! excluding the fact tt my roomed looked like a karung guni's place.
really have to step up the effort!

anyway apart from those boring stuff, had cross country just now.
thankfully didnt have to run or my ankle will just bust.
so i did marshalling.
dont know why they put so many checkpoints there! its like confusing ppl!
J1s and J2s, then next boys and girls, then boys and girls again.
why cant they just put j1 boys and girls, then j2 boys and girls! so misleading.
People just stop at my checkpoint feeling damn happy about themselves, when actually they still have a short distance to go.
im like 'havent finish! havent finish! quick quick! the finsihing is there!' and there;s like few thousand ppl?
You should have gotten a medal! if not for the dumb system -.- and somemore when ur tired, i doubt you can hardly hear me too! but anyway, you;re still fast nonetheless! so cheer up =) im sure u can beat some of the others anytime!

okay bed time! session tml -.-

to : song

yo song! anyway glad to know how u really feel about the crew
its really important to know!

well, overall this is what i felt on the issue,

actually, me xinfu and jyong are very tight and we really share stuff and just have those talk cock sessions u mention.
its like really up to a few times a week!
but one thing why you guys don;t know about it or why its always us and not u guys is cause, our mentality is that, oh the acsi guys are damn busy and stuff so we didnt wanna 'disturb' u, know wad i mean?
honestly, i would be so happy, if we were to have the same tightness as a crew man, not to say tt its not tight now, but i feel that the bonds can be strengthened.
and i tell you, im always very happy to see you when u suddenly surprise appear for our sessions ok! although i dont really show it, but ya.
and im really grateful for ur commitment to the showcase we were supposed to do man, its really an extra source of drive and motivation.
and dont worry about the materalistic part, sometimes, we do talk, and say stuff that may seem too far from reach but u know, in everything u do, u need some kind of target or aim to work towards to and although we may say those stuff, i can assure u tt we do know our limits and our morals will always come first before anything else.
me and xinfu has discussed bout this, and he has mentioned tt he has told u some stuff, but i wanna tell u how i feel so u would understand better!
we will also call u guys out to join us in the future, whether or not u guys can make it, we;ll still ask.
and to all kyensai ppl tt reads this, pls reply our sms when we do!

i really hope we can meet up as a crew more often, to chill out or do random things.
and i really appreciate all of u guys for sharing the passion, for being so true to what we do and the strong bonds we share between us.
yea man, we're gonna rock!
other seksays, please feel free to voice out anythin man we'll all be listening.

always on my mind.

its novena and donuts day today again!
except this time many ppl went.
chun wee, weijie, lionel meng yik and jyong.
we freaking raided the adiddas shop! cause everything wa sjust plain cheap.
they scan till the system broke down!
so while waiting we went to donut fac to indulge.
wha delicious man we sat there ate talk cock, they;re the best bunch man!
everything also can talk and we just laughed through.
i think its gonna be queensway next wednesday!
its a good way to chill and relax.
look forward for more!
friday guys! yea

showcase going smoothly.
hope other parts of my life are going smoothly too.
gotta last till thursday!
after tt gotta rest up and prepare for exams.
i wanna do well!

train hard guys.

Kyensai day

yesterday was kyensai day! and total defence day. for some its 3 years, for me about 7 mths.
but yea, we're really tight! and constantly improving too.
well, xinfu jy and i met at far east to get some headgear, but damn, so suay! kena pierce on the thumb by some needle, ouch!
went to meet edmund and yuan hao after tt, at beauty world, where we were to have our dinner.
we had it at some hong kong restaurant and yea the food was good! and wasn;t expensive.
the service is the best man.
went break and et edmund;s birthday present for his friend, it was quite good!

anyway we're invited to perform at the youth olympics this thursday, damn exciting!
but damn short notice and its quite stressful! but thx guys, for really putting in the effort.
im sure we can do a good job!
lets do this for the crew! train hard!

V day!

met meng yik in the morning as usual,
and he folded flowers! for his junior i think.
i was surprised cause he seldom does this kinda things, but he can really fold man..
lessons were rather ok today apart frm tt the school was like it was having a carnival!
many ppl around, music, presents and flowers.
wow, not a bad environment, feels so much more relaxed than normal!
and i finally told her! in the letter, after considering whether i should for so long.
well, its my first time doing this anyway, since its so far been the other way round so was quite kan chiong!
but everything went ok though, and why u read it so fast! thought u'll bring it home to see or something.
i was like uh oh, don tell me she saw it already. but all the same anyway.

went to celebrate eric;s belated birthday after school at lot 1 pizza hut.
and i really owe u an apology!! SORRY ERIC! for leaving like after a short while when we got there.
yup i had to leave cause xf really needed my help so i quickly rushed to settle his business. wont elaborate on it.
and the turnout of events tt happened after tt was quite shocking, i really dont have anything to say after tt!
yup just get over it and focus on other stuff. i know itll be hard, but ur strong man!

well tts all for today! im so tired, i need sleep!

one word to describe today: HAPPY!


i didnt do anything significant or pick up a million bucks frm the floor, but i just enjoyed myself!


went to meet jyong after school at queensway to enquire bout the printing of our second crew shirt and at the same time looked around at other stuff.


after that went to novena square to pick up my shoes! yea man finally proper shoes i can use for running and stuff. its damn cheap! 70% off, so i only paid 54 bucks for it =))


jyong was damn random! while i was trying mine, he picked up one shoe and "hey jt! this is damn light!' and he went to try it on also.


but after it touched his feet, he couldnt bear to take it off! and cant blame him la, such a nice shoe and also at 70% its really quite tempting.


so after awhile of contemplation, he decided to buy it too!


we went round to try on everything in there esp the jackets! cause everything was cheap cheap cheap!


i liked 3 of the designs, especially the red one! my target's set man.


after that we realised theres donut factory! cause we smelt it when we came out.


damn nice man! im totally in love with double choc!! its like so wow!


had a peanut choc and double choc at first. although needed to wait 15 mins for the double, but heck care!


after having it, i needed one more! so i went to order another one.


i ate till the choc was all over my mouth la, cause it was still like liquidy but i didnt know! but the second one i managed to handle it cleanly =)





jyong managed to catch a picture! oh man~

this is the bomb!!!

one of my happiest days this year!

okay cya! gtg do some work and write my letter!

i picked up a phone on the bus to school today!
it was like lying on the floor in front of my seat.
when i reached school, i turned it on to find some contacts to see how i could return it.
and the best part, the owner put a pin code!
i was thinking wha hello! how am i going to return it to u?
so i tried inserting another sim card and thnkfully the phone;s not locked! only the card.
so i found her parents numbers and contacted them to make arrangements.
okay for the best part, serene, just like u said!
i dont know whether im SUAY or helpful!
they asked me to speak chinese! and omg la my chinese sucks couldnt only understand like 30% of wad they talked and i replied in my mix english and chinese which they had difficulty understanding too!
so after i ok-ed through i realised i suddenly have to meet up at outram park!
i was like wth! 190 frm one end to the other!
so i quickly msged back and asked if i could meet earlier.
CAN DIE MAN have to type the msges in CHINESE! how those ppl type so quickly? i spent like half an hr per msg? not mentioning being frustrated at the same time!
but they still asked if i could go there if not they would have to take leave, so oh well, might as well help all the way.
took 190, long ride man! and i slept all the way till i dropped my phone, so paiseh can! everyone looking.
and yea i finally reached and her dad gave me an ang bao! thx man. but on it he scribbled some chinese words which i cant even read so ill just assume tt he said thx.
and he asked me for my name! and usually when ppl ask i will tel lthem jonathan, but this time i had to use yao zong, cause he prob wont understand anyway, and i dont know wads pjc in chinese so i just wrote the english words for him!
oh well, wad a day at least i helped someone!

Happy Chinese New Year!

happy cny to all! sry! i know im damn late but ive no choice!

been sick AGAIN since wednesday. the bacteria and viruses just seem to wanna attack me for some reason.

kinda sucks! not being able to eat new year food and go visiting, but it didnt really matter though.

so i stayed at home to rest on thursday and friday.

On the brighter side, kyensai met up on wednesday to sesison at esplanade.

it was damn cool! at 830 in the morning, it felt like a training camp furthermore i stayed at jyong's house the previous night.

we all we great, and we met this australian tourist, and he invited us to go over! with him taking care of all our basic stuff. so nice of him!

yea man off to darwin we shall go cant wait!

went to novena sq woth xinfu and jyong to check out some stuff like beanie equipment and stuff but i was so tired,even fell asleep while waiting for jyong to be done with the toilet.

so i guess i sorta fell sick after tt...

Me and Jyong before esplanade session!

so thurs and fri rest at home.

went for sesison on saturday. the plan was they train i study cause im sick, but i just couldnt resist the temptation. so i just train a little.

damn suay injured my ankle agn, it sucks man, coming out almost every time i break. i need to see a sinseh soon! stayed at edmund's after session, cause we decided to mahjong.

well we played for damn long except me who needed to tend to a phonecall whcih lasted for about 2 hrs! but damn shiok won even though on the phone =) noob luck !

went back at 7 this morning and slept till 2 plus when xinfu called me to go study.

hate this nap! had a freaking dream which i didnt like. although its just a dream it felt so real arghhh.. forget bout it.

went to serene centre to study but we ended up talking bout other stuff. oh well spa tml! needa go study.

holi ends so quickly cant believe it. i dont wanna go to school!

i know i dun need to care so much,

maybe im thinking too far,

but i just dont want the dream to come true! pls

finally its over! damn week.
tests are over, schools over and the weekend is here!
yea man. can relax and enjoy life!
going to jyong;s party soon.
kyensai and friends till tml
cant wait to break!

hope the gel helps! its def better than salt i think
disappear soon!

this week is a damn busy week!
catching up with tutorials,
chem test tml with physics and math on fri,
decorating the classroom.
and finally i finished my prescription of medicine,
hope im completely recovered with it.
want to get more sleep!
taking a week's off frm bboying so pls dun wonder where i went.
see u guys soon!

Getting better already! but ive been sleeping a lot, damn medicine causes drowsiness! maybe it was designed like this. eat medicine, sleep, wake up 8 hrs later, take medicine, sleep for another 8 hours, and the cycle goes on. i agree its good for recovery, but shit! all my work's piling up, realised ive been sleeping through all the way! time to get to work!

went fareast with lionel and meng yik ytd, they were doing new year shopping while i just went to get my hair cut. heeren was after tt visit daphne at fourskin. ur damn funny! took so long to work out the coins hahaha and ur super gong i was in the shop the whole time and u didnt notice, oh well maybe ur rather busy. went session after tt! it was not bad considering my state but still have to train hard! ok time to go!

im wondering what ur doing now!

SIAN! some sickness has hit me. fever, flu, gastric, diarrheoa body ache, wth man! all in one. and ive been sleeping early quite often! whywhy! dont understand. missed school today to rest up, hopefully ill be well soon! by saturday at least, so i could session properly. school's been giving a lot of work nowadays! quite hard to keep up anyway looking forward to saturday! yea man.

ur leaving tml! pls take care ok! even though its only a short period of 3 days!

2008!

i realised i havent been up to standard with my school work.
been spending too much time lazing around and on the com.
but well, i managed to sort it out! with the right people and myself.
and the new scheme has begun today.
to those tt think im emo-ing or look sad, dont! maybe uve just seen me fool around too much, but this is what im like when im serious.
so dont worry life goes on as usual! im not going through any difficult times.
all right man, im going to get more sleep frm now on its 935 and ive finsihed everything for today! quite happy with myself.
going to bboy hard as well, floorskillz is just round the corner.
train hard to seksays! see you guys at the next session.
and tomorrow for the Pj people. (pigeons)

cya! off to bed =)

thx for helping me get on the right track! =D
and u have all kinds of funny faces when u see me lol!

07s20!

this week passed really quickly!! like sofa king fast!! perhaps its cause there were so many things to do! i thought it was a really fulfilling week, cause we did so many things together as a class. i thought it really helped with the bonding, well at least i feel closer to many of them!

mengyik treated us sakae after sch on wednesday! he;s really nice right!! cause we helped him with his internet the other time. it was fun, catching up with alvin and joking arnd with lionel and mengyik. they really can come up with LOADS of crap! yea really enjoyed the lunch. met up with eric kevin xiu ren alicia and suat fong after tt to buy materials for adrian's collage! bought a board and some sticker stuff to write on.

thursday was busy too! had to arrange for cake for the jan babies ( xiu ren, zong ting and zi ying) and do adrian's collage. went to develop phtographs after school then xiu ren;s house after tt! since it was xiu ren;s birthday, he and his family was so nice to hold a party at his place! specially for our class as well as some of his friends. we did the collage first and started to blow cake and dinner at 7 when everyone was there. there was so much food! thx xiu ren;s parents! adrian joined us too! and it was damn funny when we were trying not to let him see the collage so we hid it under the bed. after eating some of us guys went up to watch funny stuff on youtube, while the girls continued to watch some chinese drama. the vids were damn funny! made us laugh like siao, and i was glad tt adrian was damn happy too! we left at around 10 plus and oh man the journey was quite long and sian, thnkfully i manage to fall asleep a bit. reached home at around 12 and had to slp and stuff for sch tml!

friday - finally the big day! where adrian came back and we could present him the collage, as well as celebrate the birthdays. things were rather face paced and im glad everything went smoothly! except for the part where we forgot about the plates and forks, but the chicken rice auntie gave us some! thx so much! dont worry we eat from u EVERYDAY haha. yea she sorta saved our lives. and adrian came for chem prac! yeaa, after tt we presented him the collage. i really hope u like it! went to meet up with xinfu after sch at guthrie;s house. just sat there and talk and talk all the way frm 340 to 7 plus. its good to talk to him! can really talk about anything, we have such similar characters!

Thx so much to all of 07s20 for working together! hopeful to see more of these kinda stuff soon and with everyone participating! this is an impt year and we can really work together for it!

here are some of the pics!!


adrian's collage frm the class! nice right! think its damn touching and props to huimin for most of the artwork!


birthday guys and girl cutting the cake!

delicious! cake by casey;s mum


thx huimin for cutting and distributing!guess wads this! is zongting's new pencil case! LIKE FINALLY. he always buys these kinda new stuff. and the spongebob looks so like kevin!
session today was really great. everyone improved, i think its the rest we most of us had. and i realised our training ground looks nice! dome swt dome =) and look! the floors so shiny, tts cause we clean it all the time! yeaa

congrats serene! for getting ur job =) and passing ur netball test, ( which happened like so long ago) haha. just dont get too busy ya!

ok gng to slp. study and session tml! cya guys

inter jc pageant/ hci

went to support alvin on saturday at the inter jc pageant. and i have to say im was really proud to have him as Pj rep! noone could have been better man. although u didnt get anything, but i felt u were dope no matter what! u looked really great. and pls dun drink too much or fast next time! looked wad happened to u, meng yik had to look after u the whole time! ok i wasnt any much better, but u were really owned man haha. keep up the shit!

had a battle against the hwa chong yesterday at their cca fair! i felt it was a good experience for both us and the hwa chong guys. although the floor was not 100% nice, but ok la we have to adapt to all kind of flooring! yuan hao was superman! he was really damn good. thx to the hc bboys for giving our crew this chance! we have high respect for u guys too. looking back frm the first time both our teams met, im sure we have came a long way and improved so much frm before! lets continue to climb up together! looked forward to bboying together once agn.

was so tired today, body aches still coughing and all those, damn suck man, so i stayed at home and rest. sch is really damn tiring! the weekend is coming! yea man=)

2008!

the first week of school has finally passed, wad the heck man! its damn tiring and all, so much for being the first week! but its my own fault, others may have found it slacked, but its all cause i didnt touch my holiday homeworks throughout the hols. and teachers have been demanding and setting datelines for them so really must chiong! and junjie has been hospitalised so we went to see him! at least he still can move arnd when we were there, seems quite active. and he;s discharged today! i don even know whether he;s fully well, but he went back to school all the same, must have missed the place! and on top of all these, the ppl arnd me are not very good emotionally so im trying my best to be arnd for them! but i totally dun blame them for contributing to my business, as long as u fellas are happy! its all worth it! so pls SMILE!

Can finally take a break, the weekends here! =D

happy new year to everyone! celebrations was great this year, being held in conjunction with boty camp it was simply splendid. kyensai with sharry was really fun! not to say about the drunkards. muahaha. and its glad to have jyong back after he went to hong kong for a whole freaking month, i dont know wad the hell for, and with song we finally reunited full crew!

well the hols flew by so quickly, well the whole year did in fact, still rmb those wilder times during pae where u neednt care bout anything, to the struggling times before exams, its sofa king quick, it will make our head spin! so yea really must get into study gear this year, to get through As, and wadever bboy comps we;re gng for. hopefully time management would be good. well, thx to all those who made this year such fun for me! gtg sort myself out for sch tml, im totally lost~