Dad's discharging real soon! probably tomorrow! woots~ happy man! thank god for answering my prayers! went down to the hospital in the morning, didnt go to school, and i realised dad's off the drip! so yea. talked to him for a bit then wlaked around and slept on his bed too haha. but they used some plastic sheet to wrap the pillows which make ur head keep sliding off! after tt came back to cook dinner, and i realised that the new wok is not non stick! wth! damn hard to wash haha. thx everyone for the support!

Session was not as good as expected today, probably cause of tiredness and stuff. but still it wasn;t too bad. Edmund, don't be so stressed! take stuff slowly as they come, i'm sure with god's help u'll be able to handle them all. anyway we;re always supporting u! so just go ahead and do ur thing man. dun worry saturday will be a more promising day for us, sufficient rest, home ground and stuff. hehe. anyway went hospital to see dad again, and i got to know the other ward patients better too! they were really friendly and happy to see us too. so its like visiting all 6 people everyday instead of just one! i think this period of time has taught me lots, from realising how fortunate we are to be healthy, to cherishing our loved ones.i think it has also made me more responsible, handling the house stuff, looking after my bros as well as organising time for other priorities. but of course all these couldn;t be achieved without support, from my friends, crewmates and anyone else. i really appreciate having u guys! hope dad gets well soon!

yesterday..

Stayed back after school with tian hao, tun kuang, guan hong, zeng an and jessica to study! it was rather productive apart from us laughing at the ff. and tun kuang realised he couldnt sleep on the table! then went to lie down behind some shelves, sibei guailan! anyway wenta eat after that before going to the hospital with alvin to visit daddy.

Met jerey shaun and issac at tan tock seng, and guess wad they told us to go there! but actually dad was at SGH!! wth!!! =.= after searching like crazy for the ward (which dosent exist) i called dad to realise he wasnt there, so we just took cabs down to save time. he looked okay, still could joke around and stuff in bed so i guess he should be fine. went to woodlands with alvin after tt which i regretted cause he got scolded for being home late which resulted in him being rather emo.

The day went rather well today, not so much of the usual sianess and stuffs, in fact it was quite fun! starting to go back to the old times. went straight to SGH to see dad and he again was his funny self. but i didn't realise how serious his condition was, till the doctor updated me on his status, his blood count is still decreasing everyday, and is reaching critical level.. oh man. seeing him there in the ward is like so heart aching. so sorta got into emo mood agn. anyway spent like 5 hrs there and at least i managed to get some studies done after which i fell asleep on the desk. my dad was like hey! u see ur brother, sleeping there alrd, u guys better go home and rest.
hopefully he gets well soon, just have to leave it to god to handle. and thx for all the support my friends! really appreciate it. anyone who wants to go visit can just let me know!

stayed over at edmunds house last night, it was damn random! we were sessioning and edmund asked if i was gng to support yuan hao in his performance today, i said ya! then he why not stay over tonight! then we go together, then i was like why not! so i ended up spending the night there, we had some crap talk and jokes from his bro till bout 12 and he started to knock out. i rolled around for i dont know how long before i slept! thinking bout some stuffs, while his bro was mangaing through the night. edmund woke me at 830! so early for a sunday! and we met song and christina at the bus stop. yuan hao;s performance was dope! and he was so enthu on stage man! and all of kyensai went down to give him support. he looked so chio in his make up! shiny and rosey all over. anyway went to work after that and came home realising tt dad was taken to tan tock seng in the afternoon and i later found out he had dengue fever. oh man, hope he gets well, ill just leave him in god's hands, and keep praying for him. its just another thing to add to all the stuff that i have... but soon god will show me a way out, im sure of it. And thx serene! for just being there like u always do =)

Feeling kinda sian these few days, for dunno wadever reason, just felt like detaching myself from everything else. anyway that aside, went tian hao hse today, then swam with alvin while the rest tennissed. after tt went cycling with ben and we went to prata house for dinner! man the utensils are damn dirty man, for some reason they should wash it properly so i used my hands instead. and thurs timetables sucks, always making me sleep in the canteen for 3 and a half hours! i think ppl will think im some freak always lying there. and we ran for pe, and now my legs are aching, like how long didnt run alrd! dumb teacher, lol. anyway session tml! all the best to me edmund and xinfu!

was lazy to blog the past few days, but ill just put it here,

Session tdy was quite fun! sorta like a bboy party, there were 11 of us! wow~ managed to improvr flares and some spins tdy so it was not bad, but could feel the shagness from ytd's session! sessioned till like 9 plus last night, yuan hao and daniel left early and edmund, xinfu and i had quite a good one! although we were tired after tt but it went great! and its great to be back at sch meeting all my frens, but mids didnt too well though, wont elaborate on it.

Didn't blog for the past few days, was rather busy! and was too tired to use the com when i got back. Anyway, here it is!....

29th June

went to swim with alvin and vin! alvin really improved a lot and he had my dad to coach him, im sure they both had a great time! me and vin were just lazing around in the pool and catching up with each other, although we did a few laps but we were pretty lazy then. after that we went to novena square to had a look around, check out the new sports wing and me and alvin found dope jackets! but unfortunately they were too costly for us. we headed to united square for dinner and dad joined us midway, we was really humorous with his crap, alvin and vin went home after that, as they had to prepare for the stayover at vin's hse. Me and dad went shopping! at marina square, something we didn;t do together for a loooong time. and i brought him to check out esplanade, it was so busy then! bboys, skaters, bmx riders, jugglers, and even students doing their projects! guess it was a real eye opener for dad, excpet for the smoking. after tt we got home and i packed for the stayover at vin;s place. It was damn fun at his place, watch a couple of funny videos youtube had to offer followed by death note then we went to have prata for supper and we went downstairs to dance till 5! i didnt know wad we were thinking! anyway by the time we slept was when everyone else started to wake up.

30 June

We woke up at 2! and i beat alvin in it =) he was saying how i would sleep till nothing could wake me but i woke earlier! and vin said he was sleeping in some weird position HAHA! we slacked around then went for lunch, and i was off for session! while alvin went for swimming lesson with my dad. everyone was there! it was really fun, felt that ive taken a little step further, while others have taken larger steps! but its ok, a little at a time, soon ill be there too! gonna train hard this week, see how far ill go with my stuff im sure there'll be surprises awaiting me! and at night i sarted to feel a little worried for my mids but lucky serene was there to calm me down! till somehow the phones connections at my place screwed up haha.

today

went to work like the usual sundays! and i bought a packet of spoilt milk! it tasted really horrid, damn sour! i went back to change it and fortunately the uncle didnt give me any problems and let me change it. after tt went with shan and jerey to play lan and went to tekka market in little india to eat prata for dinner! and im right here now! =)

Thanks to edmund, daniel, yuan hao and xinfu for helping me along all these while! and alvin hus always been there! no matter wad it is. oh ya and serene too! for tahaning my results anxiety!