2nd

went out with jna today to celeb our 2nd month!
i really enjoyed myself and i really love to hang out with her.
will blog more bout it soon!

its late now,
and i feel quite pissed with myself for thinking so much,
its ok now, and i shouldnt,
i didnt quite get it at first, but now i suddenly realise,
its painful but i cant let it out.

roundabout

we're beginning to see light,
things were so much better today!
hope it stays this way,
it feels so good.

trying...

well, i thought it would all fall in place,
but i was wrong.
i think i need more time,
things dont just change this way,
and it hurts more to know that it affects u this much.
looking forward to the bright light ahead.
<3

one more time

about a month left to As!
hope to work even harder for it,
but for now, theres an improvement (:
hope everyone else is motivated too! jiayou!

it shouldn't start off the way it did,
now, it all begins again.
ill adjust definitely, but somehow that feeling's still there.

things are changing...

:D

BREAKFAST TOMORROW!
HAPPY (:

Trying to make a change

I really hope i can be better to u,
To not make u feel upset or hurt all the time.
I promised to look after you, to dote on you, and to make u happy all the time,
but it still happens without any form of intention.
I dont know why, but im just hoping it wont happen anymore.
Cause it feels so bad when it does.
Im sorry, ill continue trying.

i love you