19

today marks the 19th year of my time in this world!
here i am, thinking of the hardship and bliss i have been through, the events of what makes me today, and im glad with the result!
without them, i wont be able to be as independant as i am today, wont be able to reach out to others as well and probably not be able to pick myself quickly from falls and especially not take things for granted!
just wanna say tt i love my family and all my friends! especially those who have made a difference in my life.
now the challenge is on, to face the A lvls at the end of the year.
lets all do it!

im sorry for today!
things could have been different.
but dont think so much!
dont cry because its over, smile because its happened (:

this may be a tough time for u, its the first time i know.
they may think ur slack, no interest in your work, but sadly they dont see ur effort put in.
u may receive nasty comments, stuff that may discourage u to move on, i know how it feels ive been through the same.
what i have to say is, the system is like that, these are the extra stuff u dont really have to brood over.
believe in yourself, for us friends believe in you! and we'll always be there to support u and encourage u on.
hope u make the right choice and work towards it! im sure you'll be satisfied at the end of the day :)

donuts donuts donuts!

EVERYONE was tired today! non only were we not in the excited state! or rather we;re not even ground state, its underground state!
what a day, first day of night study!
but stillcouldnt finish up the work, theres so much!
hopefully tmr will be better!
and sister dont be so stressed! no use one.
someone help improve my chinese!

Finally an outing with the crew!
though at this time not all may be present, but its still a step forward.
batman was a good movie! and im sure everyone was satisfied with it, though we may have sat too close!
we reached double o late, and thx to me we couldnt enter, but at least this time other clubs were open.
so we finally settled for arena where they had a beach party event, but it was quite dumb! cause the dance floor was sand -.- and soon everywhere was sand as well so tt was the only part.

anyway revision has started, results were the usual Us so its time to buck up.
ill be present at night study daily so i may be online as often. and many other things cant be done!
its gonna be sch slp sch slp for me! but just for the next 3 mths :)
going to endure! hope everyone will get through this period together

after exams its just train train train.
only sunday on my mind!
but ive had enough.
i need a break.
the over exertion, muscle sores, injuries and the pressure,
argh, gonna relax later!
taking the saturday off, and im sure with you guys we can go wild!

now i know what dad means,
the feeling u get when u know ur in shit.
when everything tts important to you flash through ur mind.
damn though the lvl of success increases, so does the level of failure.
first the mat, then finally the floor! whoohoo.
but then, so does the head.
hitting it on the mat, and on the floor
whoa worlds apart.
thankfully the neck didnt go or something but freak it still hurts like crazy.
and thx everyone for the concern!
really appreciate it. and ill try my best to get well soon!
fuck i hope this dosent happen agn.

sickness, anxiety and lack of sleep.
this will all END tomorrow!
after 2 weeks of shit freedom has come (:
but i felt i should have started earlier, though i had a fulfilling june holiday.
oh well! start early for As.

so ill have 12-8pm session tml!
sch, barker then sp! muahaha.
gotta be training hard,
to do well in the competition on sunday.
im excited!
if anyone wanna come down, its at 3pm ulu pandan CC ( at ghim moh).
yeap back to physics!